it's 10:44 pm and i have yet to puke. every year right before school starts i puke. i dont know why. i guess i just get nervous. i really dont want to go this year. i would do anything just to skip this year and go to my junior year. any who since i cant sleep this is what im wearing to school... im lame for showing you this i know haha.
backpack.

I think yes. it's that time of year again... school! ah, i don't want to go! not at all. uhg everything is going to be so different. i hate change. i hope everything goes right. its going to be sooo annoying having to go into the office and change my biology and German to different times. I lost my id card too...opps =\ i will have to go buy a new one for five dollars. nice. those are my niffty cross country shoes! haha like? Tomorrow im actually going to go to prat ice i haven't gone for the past week. I'm sure I'm going to regret that tomorrow haha. I need to find my knee brace so i dont die of pain. i havent really been watching them.. haha only like the china ladies kicking butt in swimming. im so lost in the whole china gymnastic thing. whats going on there? well... i have nothing else to write about.

Labels: cross country, lame, life, school, sports, summer, swimming

Optimism is an outlook on life such that one maintains a view of the world as a positive place. People would say that optimism is seeing the glass "half full" of water as opposed to half empty. It is the philosophical opposite of pessimism. Optimists generally believe that people and events are inherently good, so that most situations work out in the end for the best.




Lately I have been thinking why be sad? I mean there is no point to it. Life's good why waste it on sadness? There have been so many bad things going on in my life. Like losing my boyfriend to my best friend. Then losing my best friend at the same time. The thing that sucks the most is that I miss my ex more then my friend. I miss his friendship more then anything. Oh well. I'm going to stop worrying about little things that really don't matter. I have my whole life ahead of me and I'm not going to waste it on looking at the world in a negative way. That's why starting today I'm going to try my hardest to be more optimistic. It's the only way I think I will ever truly be happy, knowing that's there is always more happiness and joy the next day.

How to be more optimistic - Positive thinking.

Labels: boyfriends, friends, happy, life, pain, sad, summer

I havent blogged for a while.
lets see...
today i ran over two crubs! haha
i also almost hit a lady...
i got a flat tire...
best driving day EVERRRR
hmm
well the harry potter trailer came out yesterday!!!!
it was awesome!
little tom is so scary looking and cute!
i cant wait

Labels: driving, harry potter

Yesterday! Wow what a day! i drove around all day ha ha doing pointless stuff. We went to wal mart like 2 times,Edwards,Safeway. We drove to our new house a couple of times just to see how it was going. I need to work on my turns i guess =\
hmm oh yes my dad killed ANOTHER snake! this one was on main st!
MAIN ST! Snake picture here.I went and rode our horse named Macy. All my sisters have like cool cowboy boots haha. I dont though, i haven't had my dad buy me any. Sooo... i wore my AE boots =p.This morning.. well was funny and painful...
Me:BIBBBIIII COME INSIDEEEEE
esmy: get in the car
me:im going im going
*walking to car*
me:HOLY SHITTTTT FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCKKKKKK OH MY GOD OH MY GOD AHHHHHHHH FUCKKK FUCKKK FUCKKKKK FUCKKKKKK
IT BIT MEEEE OMG OMG FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKK
*runs around the street *
ray[neighbor]: ARE YOU OK!?!?! DID YOUR DOG BITe YOU!?!
Me: NOOOOO A BEE DID SHITITTITIT
guy working on our sprinklers: hahaha
Ray: ohhh okay haha
esmy: omg you made ray come out of his house
me:OWWWWWW!!!

Labels: bee, car, conversation, driving, horse, house, pain, snake, summer, walmart

So, I'm starting to hate summer. Oh wait starting? I've been hating it. I'm that girl who never wanted to leave school.
SUMMER IS BORING!! my goodness. All I do is..hold on that thought ha ha,I just saw a McCain comerical. Lameeee. Any who. All I do is sit,eat,sleep,read,use the computer. Anyone know what I can do while im on the computer? Like cool websites, games? I really like the role player games online, where you can live your life. Kinda like the Sims.Hm... lets see what else. EDIT LIKE TO PUT ON MY DRIVERS LICENCE. My parents don't want me to be an organ don er.. I'm kinda sad about it. I mean I want to be a surgeon when i grow up, and i know how hard it is to find organs...
I need to earn some extra cash.. BUT I'm really lazy ha ha, so like computer related jobs.

Labels: lame, sleep, summer

School is starting soon... Blahhh! I'm going to 10th grade. The only reason I don't want to go is because of the upcoming freshmen. They are really a pain. I have yet once again put off getting a sports physical. I'm not sure I want to run Cross Country. I really like it, I'm just not sure.

I just got back from our new house. We haven't moved in yet because it's still not finished. Haha but before we left my dad was all hey you wanna see a snake? Of course my sisters and I went. I don't know what kind of snake it was but it was thin,long and dark green. My dad got a stick and killed it. ^.^ but sad at the same time. I think in a couple of days were going to go to Denver to pick out some carpet for the downstairs. Since my sister and I are the ones who will be down there the most we want to pick the color of it out. We're thinking of a black or grey.

The Layout. You do not know how big of a pain it was. Really. It has taken me all day to figure out the code for the comments. As you can see i figured it out. The banner picture can be found on Chiodos.net Lryics are from the song call Is It Progression If A Cannibal Uses A Fork? By Chiodos.

Labels: credit, house, lame, school, sports, summer